Waiting for the fall... | Blog

Do you ever feel like thing are too good to be true?
I love my life. Right now my life is pretty perfect. I have a wonderful husband who treats me like a princess and loves and cares for me more than I could ever ask. I have a healthy, happy, cheeky little boy who makes me happier than anything in the world. We live in a lovely little house, have our own cars, both have jobs that we are finally happy in and we now have our little puppy too. We go to the gym, have wonderful friends and the best bunch of family that anyone could ask for. Sounds perfect right? Then why do I feel like I am just waiting for the fall?

It's a strange feeling and one that isn't there all the time but one that sneaks into my head every now and again. It's almost like everything is just too perfect and I am just waiting for something to go wrong. I have to try really hard sometimes not to think like it and really have to push the thought into the back of my mind. It almost makes me angry that I feel like this though. Why can't I enjoy this? Why can't I just enjoy my life at this moment in time because it's pretty sweet. Is it because I am a natural worrier? Or is it because of something deeper like anxiety? I'm not sure. But for now, all I can do is carry on just pushing the thoughts back and try to enjoy things as much as possible as nothing seems to last forever :)

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